Sucky shit

TODAY
- Take photos of tat and write up request email for appointment to Darwin tattoos.
- Clean the house
- Organise a new playlist that's going to give me energy when I have none
- Look up/print out/stick on wall exercises that will tighten up my back/under arms/boobs and top of the arms
- Lose weight


I think I've made crazy progress with my weight in the past week. I haven't really seen a change in the scales - but I don't give a fuck about that. It's what my body looks like and it's getting quite close to awesome.
Sticking to approx 400c a day has really helped. I might cut it to 200 in the next couple of days, just for a little bit.

Dunno whether I'll head to Jez's on Saturday. He's a nice boy and stuff... but I see it more as a friendship with him.
I don't think we suit each other romantically.

I like passion. People you would potentially have a bit of a problem with. Someone to muck around with and make light of a situation. Someone that isn't afraid to act like a drugged up fuck and run around naked.
Jez. He likes drugs, alcohol and whatever - but he's quite serious. I can't see us pushing each other over in the street or laughing while we try out weird sex positions.
You know??
And that's what I want!
Who knows though. Maybe Jez is like that and I haven't figured it out yet.