It's at breaking point.
Maybe it's even past that.
I'm absolutely fucked. I think I'd have to be the most cruel person in the world.
I wish things were better.
Once I'm gone, then everything will be fine.
What the fuck has happened? How did things go down-hill so fast.
How did I fuck her life up so bad?
I'm not looking for sympathy or reassurance.
It's not all my fault for the way she turned out but I sure didn't help it.
She's broken and all I can do is abuse her.
Who do I think I am talking to her that way?
Fuck. I need to leave.
12 days.
=( I'm sure it isn't as bad as you think it is. When you leave in 12 days, maybe you'll have better insight?
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