Boredy Bored

I'm still happy today - I really think this might be because I've given up the ciggies.

The puffiness has gone under my eyes, my skin is brighter.

That could also be cos I've been drinking all that water - I honestly, generally feel happier

I had a bit of an episode last night - I couldn't stop thinking about all the stuff I was doing last year at this time. I just don't want to think about it anymore. It's depressing and it keeps me awake for hours.

I'm very, very over everything.

I've been looking at adopting this dog, called Kovu.

That's him ^^ He's a rotty/lab mix.
I want him, I know I do. It's just convincing my mum that I'm willing to take on the care and responsibility of taming this boisterous pup. I'm really, really hoping he's there on Sunday when I go to the RSPCA.

I'm tired of doing things by myself. Sitting in my room for hours a day by myself. Walking to the beach by myself. Sleeping by myself.
I need this boy to help me with that.

Anyway - I'm a boring Betty today. I'm just posting cos I feel like it.

I'm extra fat today, by the way. Blame it on binge week, which this was. Disgusting. Truely disgusting.

Going to the pub this avo. I think. Gonna go see my matey M. He's a funny one. We've been friends for years and years. He's a really good looking, smart kid. But he has problems. He needs a nice girl to hang around.
So I'll go to the pub. But I'm only having a few. I'm not having a repeat of last week, or the week before, or the week before and so on.