Golly Gumdrops.

This week is the the week of easing into weight loss.
I haven't been trying at all. I'm kidding myself if I have.. so what if I haven't been eating during the day. It's all cancelled out with my munchies binge purge at the end of the night. That thing's a killer, you know?

Once upon a time, it did work. I wouldn't eat during the day. I'd walk for three hours and then I'd purge up my dinner and live on a few stuffed olives for the rest of the night (which, by the way just make my DAY! I love them).. but that was still about 1500calories less I was consuming a day anyway.

I went for a lovely walk along the beach yesterday. The sun was shining. The sky was blue. I was in shorts and a singlet and just la la-ing to my iPod.. My skin went all nice and brown and I could feel the twang in my calves as I struggled up the sand dunes. It was nice.
Today, however - is NOT a nice day. There are clouds and it's windy... so no beach walk today.
Today is devoted to cleaning. Lots of cleaning.
It gets my heart racing and I sweat it out.

So this week.. and forever more - my exercise will be consisting of hours of hard labour in the house, scrubbing and the likes.. and on a warm day - I'm going to start doing that few hours of walking on the beach. It's not much.. but for me it is.
I'm also quitting weed this week. See whether it makes a difference to my eating style.
Or, maybe I can stay on weed and when I get home just control myself, which I know I can do and just go to bed. But do I risk it?


This weekend has been a bit sus. Went to the pub on Friday. Don't really wanna talk about it.. apart from it being a bit strange with the way people were reacting to me.
I'm not being full of myself - just the difference between Friday and other Fridays was a bit sus.
I dressed casually this time.. (not that I dressed up other times, but I usually put on a nice dress or top and pair it with something short)
But this time! I just wore a pair of super-low-cut jeans, sandals and a mid-driff white t-shirt with a super pixelled panda bear on the front that I bought from a $2 store on the Gold Coast.. The reaction people were giving me was strange. I walked past heaps people who actually said "wow" as they walked past me.. or just completely stared me up and down with their mouth open.
This is NOT a reaction I normally get. I think it might have just been cos my tum tum is the most tanned bit on me at the moment and it was visible. I guess I just stood out compared to the other chicks there in the hoe-clothes. Anyway, I was stoked!
I don't think I need to lose that much more weight, after hearing this. I think I just need to lose a few kilos. Maybe have a goal weight of 55kg.
7kilos to lose.

This will be eaaaasssyyy.