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I realised this afternoon there are a couple of people following my blog that I must have overlooked. Heaps sorry - Usually I'm right onto their blog taking a peek, which ends up with me following them. Always looking for new stuff to read =) so, if I seemed to have overlooked you - please come say howdy!



I was walking to my training junk today and a car drove past with a fatty mcfat in the drivers seat. I pretty much fell over when I read a huge sticker on the side of the car that said "Beats Walkin" ... Um, no - Driving doesn't beat walking you fatty mcfat...

Good job eh - you're fat and you're obviously bogan enough to purposely miss the 'G' on the end of walking. People around here have signs all over their houses with dumb shiz like "Duz us". I don't understand why people want the community to know that they are bogans.



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Umm, don't know what else I was going to talk about.



B came around again last night. I just can't say no - but I can barely stand looking at him anymore. I just want to shave off his face and plaster something new there. That's bad. Mean. I know. But I dunno. I just don't know. I'm a bitch. Sorry!! .... but honesty counts, right?








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Anyway - I'm gonna do a bit of an "About Me" re-do for all the new peeps following.. Umm, where to start..

My name is Gemma - or G - or Gem or I dunno - whatever you wanna call me, I'm easy.
I'm pretty much 20 years old. I'll be one age higher in a few months. Live in Australia wif my muvva. We don't get along great but whatevs. I'm jobless. I would work - but I've still got mass savings from my holiday I'm supposed to still be on.

I've been losing weight for 2 or something years now.
It all started off by accident. Got in a bad funk with the weed. All I did was wake up, smoke cones, go back to sleep. Wake up that afternoon. Smoke cones and go back to sleep until the morning. I lost all interest in food, going out, doing anything. My hair was always greasy. I didn't eat. My skin was disgusting.. everything was disgusting.
Suddenly, I stopped smoking - realised that I'd lost about 15kg. I wanted to keep it off so I kept up with not eating and whatever else - Lost up to another 10kg and in that time developed hang ups and this mentality that being thin is the only thing that counts.
Put some weight on. I'm fat again. Trying to lose. Trrryyying.

I'm so shit at writing about myself this way. I've been pretty dang full of myself recently and posted many pictures of myself haha - so if you take a look back, you'll see some goodies and some baddies of when I was a buddha.


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Well that wasn't a very good About Me, was it??
hahaha woops


Do I invite B over tonight? Shiz, I dunno.
Gotta get up at 7am for Fox. Woo hoo.
Those of you who dunno what Fox is - it's just cable, skye, i dunno.. pay tv. Finally in my room. I'm a lucky girl. Lucky, but unmotivated. Easily entertained. .. Can't believe I'm so stoked about getting it in my room. Psh, calm down G!