haaaaaaaha

being back at work is pissing me off bad \\ it makes me so damn hungry by about 11am.

i ate my cuppa soup 110calories at 1106am.

got home.

had chicken-bout 140calories

cucumber-10calories?? think.

beerbattered chipps =( =( about 150calories.

so pretty much a 300 calorie meal. that puts my total at about 410

i'll round it out to about 450calories again just to be safe..

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last night i did massively well.. until i got the cravings.

just picked at stuffed olives and pickled onions all night

which is okay cos altogether it would have only been about 60 calories.

there's nothing in that shiz

..but i still feel as tho i failed it..

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this time in three nights i'll be at the claire.

having a nice glass of beer

cig in hand

perfect atmosphere

i cant wait

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i'm scared about what im wearing tho - i bought a new top

i think it looks like crap. i might buy something else

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some girls at work said i look the thinnest they've seen me

i don't think i deserve to be called thin

cos im not


but i am the skinniest i've been. thin\\skinny

there's a difference, right?


today i went for a long walk - burned at least 200calories =)

will keep at it and keep down the eating

gotta look good for friday



PLANNNNNN

what im gonna do is.. just eat cuppa soup, see.

2 cups a day. at most three

that's still only like 330calories altogether

i wanna prove i can do it

i'll be stoked with myself thursday morning

I CAN DO IT. SCREAM.

nothing more tonight

just cuppa soup tomorrow

-if i do well-

ill keep it up on thursday too

=)

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UPDAYATE
soo um. already stuffed it

had 50cals of chocolate

30cals of tomato with about 50cals of chicken

BUT

i did do 50 minutes of hula hooping and squats.

Did I Fug It Up?

I Hope Not.