Not a long one

Let's get the food out of the way

One cuppa soup - 110cals

Carrot/celery - 50cals

Misc. - 50cals

Battered chips - approx. 200cals

3nuggets - approx. 150cals

560 - That's horrible

I purged a whole heap of dinner. It was alright.

Milky Way - 112cals

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Why have I done so horribly the past week?
I usually stick to under 500cals. Don't I?
Maybe I don't.
Oh god. I can't believe I've done so badly.
=(
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NOW! To the rant -
Why are the boys where I live so unbelievably stupid??
I was talking to Jesus earlier today - he doesn't know what superficial OR anxious means.
He doesn't understand one single thing I say.
He's a sweet boy.. but honestly.. how can't you know what superficial or anxious means??
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We can't go to the city tomorrow night. The last night possible for it and we can't go.
My friend is being a dork.
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Losing more weight is making things worsE

People will now expect me to keep what I've lost, ofF

But what if I can't do iT?

So I'll keep losing - I'll keep restrictinG

Getting smaller and having to keep it ofF

Trying to lose more so I can't put it back oN

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oh well