I'm wearing this dress. It's got some elastic just at the top of my muffin top and then it bags out over the muffin top. It's so hideous.
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I'm running out of clothes. I need to go and buy some but I'm saving like a massive scab at the moment. I need to save up 10to15thousand asap. I need/want to have chest surgery. Not implants. But just, you know. After having lost the weight I did - I'm in real need of a pick-up.
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There are some girls in the opposite office. They have just, perfect looking torsos. I wouldn't mind if my legs were a bit chubbsy (Yes I would, my legs are the only skinny things on me!) .. but I'd really, really enjoy a nice, long, slim torso. Like those girls with the pear-shaped bodies. No matter how fat their legs get, they always have these perfect upper bodies. Hmmm.
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Yesterday I did very well. It was a hard struggle, like I said it would be but I got away with it. I only ate about half my hands worth of breast chicken from the George Foreman and a medium-sized bowl of lettuce which had cucumber, mushrooms and celery in it. It was very nice and it shall be tonights dinner again.At about 9 I was feeling very peckish so I had about 4 pepper, water crackers with a smear of Vegemite. I wanted honey toast but my gosh - not eating honey again after looking at the label.
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So I think I did quite well last night. The salad came to about 280 cals. After checking the amounts - I'll now be leaving the salad dressing OUT! ... 92cals for a tablespoon. I can definitely live without that. About 50 cals for 4 water crackers. Omgolly. No more water crackers. I don't even like them that much. Crap.
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Well today is good anyway - I've had my tea, water and No Doze and I'm keen for the long walk at lunch. I got Soundwave tickets yesterday so I'm pretty sure I've gotta go buy some more Bloodhound Gang albums.. and Nine Inch Nails. Yay!
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